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I liked Dominion this season much more than the last one but today's season finale left me pissed off.

They killed off Claire and turned Noma evil. While David and Risen are still alive. I was already about Uriel being killed off of screen. Now we only have Arika left and just as she and Claire became friends. I quit shows for shit like that. I give them an episode next season (if it happens) to explain themselves.
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I just updated to Lollipop and I don't like it. I liked all the previous versions of Android and I was very happy with KitKat when I got S5 but this update is all kinds of irritating. The worst part is white background on the notifications and settings and all the phone stuff (phone, contacts, messaging). It was so much better looking and easier on the eyes in black. It's the new Material Design thing that's supposed to give more freedom to designers and bring 3D looks but just looks bad and too bright. Also now screen uses up noticeably more battery. Luckily for me TouchWiz still uses transparent background for App Drawer.

Another deeply annoying thing - the app switcher (Overview) screen. The one when you can look at and close the open apps. You can still use it to close and switch between apps (although I like the old list version better then the new wheel one) but I can no longer go to the home screen by taping the background. It was so much more convenient when I could chose between any of the apps and the main screen in the same place. Why? Why would they remove that?

Samsung Apps updates for Lollipop are also not an improvement. As I mentioned before I used the Health app to track my movements and it just became much less useful. We get the attack of white background again and a lot of less, badly designed information. The screens are much more cluttered and I can no longer check how many steps I did in every 20 minute interval (the graph is smaller and without any scale and you cant move the check point). Also map tracker is pretty much usless now that it's no longer a real map. And a lot of cool statistics got lost too or switched to small pictures instead of something that you can touch, zoom and check at different points. But there whole bunch of stupid, useless awards. YAY! (I'm being sarcastic here).

I could install dark Materials but I would have to root the phone and there are some default things I want to keep so I'm contemplating going back to KitKat. Or I could try different launchers. But the fact that there are already options for darkening available shows I'm not the only one who hates this. As far as I can tell this is a very common complain.
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My TV tastes are a little uncommon. I'm not overly fond of the two guys solving the case of the week type of shows. I prefer to have larger group of people and I like story arcs. I got bored by Supernatural after couple of episodes and all my tries to get to it later ended the same eventually (also because all the interesting secondary characters die and I hate the main ones). I only really got into Person of Interest after Carter learned the truth and I like it so much more now that it has a team. Grimm became more and more fun as characters learned what was going on. And Sleepy Hollow became more interesting with Jenny and Frank helping out.


So I'm probably the only one who liked the idea of Katrina and Hawley joining the team. But then it turned out the writers didn't really know what to do with them. Katrina has never really been allowed to the powerful witch we were told she was. Hawley meanwhile has been badly pushed as a love interest but they couldn't decided whether for Abbie or Jenny. Everyone hated them so Hawley was put on the bus and it looks like Katrina is turning evil. When you don't have an idea how to deal with a character just do what crowd screams for. Since this kind of hate always makes me want to be contrary I'm probably the only person in existence who wants Katrina to be the one making right choices and finding the solutions.

She suffers from a kind of bad writing that always pisses me off. The kind that creates a character who's an object, a goal to obtain by the protagonist, a motivation for their actions, a plot point. Characters like this don't exist as actual people, they don't have a personality or their own goals and stories. So if the protagonist achieves the goal of finding/rescuing them the writers usually don't know how to deal with that. How to switch them from the idealised object of desire to an actual person.

So Katrina the super powerful witch and great spy becomes ineffective even at her stated area of expertise. She spends half of the season imprisoned again where she fails at spying and getting rid of Moloch and then almost all of her magic fails. She's not allowed to ever capitalise on her stated power because our main heroes must be the ones defeating the enemy. So she's always either wrong or knocked out. And now she seems to be heading towards the final stage (before dying) of such character - turning evil.

Because this is usual fate of any such character with special powers. Since the expectations built for them are so high they cannot be good because if they were the good side would win too easily so they have to turn evil. And then our protagonist can fight against their superior power and live through angst of having their loved one turn evil. Of course they go back to good just a moment before dying. This way we can go back to the beginning when the existence of that character was all about being a motivation for protagonist. More comfortable this way.

All this is no fault of the character. It's the writing that's at fault. And it pisses me off. This is why I hated Neal's story on OUaT - he was a driving plot for Gold and Emma when he was an idea but they had no idea how to work him in as a character. This is what all the special kids suffer from when they grow up in shows that started being about their parents - I'm still angry about Isabelle Tyler even after all these years. And the faults in writing make the fandom hate those characters and, because I'm contrary by nature, this is why I love them. Even though it sets me up for failure because they always die.

There is also the fact that they are almost always female and almost always in relationship with the protagonist and fandom already has a different OTP so the amount of hate just piles up higher and higher. Everyone just calls for them to die. Even the official reviews of big SFF sites are full of "Katrina is stupid and useless" (even when she was let to finally be right about Henry and and Orion and it doesn't help because her existence means Abbie/Ichabod is not happening) and calls for killing her. And producers will finally listen. This is how the cycle of hate works. Fandom hates the character so she gets killed off and then fandom bemoans there are so little female characters and that they keep getting killed off and round and round we go. Is it really so hard to focus that hate not on the character but on the writers? Make them look for better plots.

I want those characters to succeed in their new roles. I want their goals to actually turn out to be worthy of pursuing. I want them to be right and competent and have their own storyline. I want them to be written better. There is no reason why they could give Katrina possibilities to actually do something useful and work with the rest of the characters effectively. She could be the team's Willow. She could be awesome. There is nothing horrible at allowing characters other than the main protagonist to be competent. Look at integration of Shaw and Root into the team on PoI and they have much more overlapping skills with the initial protagonists than Katrina. There is nothing that stops her from being someone we love. Except for shoddy writing.
ellestra: (winged)
I've been avoiding #Gamergate for the same reason I avoided Ebola - just thinking about it makes me sad and angry. But at least Ebola is a virus - it doesn't have a malicious intent. #Gamergate is bringing out some of the worst stuff humanity has to offer. I suppose it's not surprising for something that's started with some guys revenge/hate posts about his ex-girlfriend sex life. But what I really mind is people pretending it's really about journalistic integrity. It's a little like insisting Civil War wasn't about slavery. The fact that you found something non-despicable to be part of your cause doesn't make up for all the really shitty things it's all about. Pretending that it was always fight for media objectivity while ignoring the harassment is being accomplice to the whole thing. Even if you never sent death/rape threats to any women you participate in their abuse by legitimating the people who do. Still the guy who started it all has no regrets and Intel made me glad was always AMD. At least the industry itself seems pretty against it.

The whole thing got bad enough and big enough that it has been picked up by major news outlets so you probably also have heard something about it. But it unfortunately doesn't stop the abuse. And the hate machine keeps spinning - making sure to find people they can rail up to throw another attack on anyone who disagree. Especially, a woman voicing an opinion they don't like. There always seem to be another woman forced out of her home by death and/or rape threats that are specific enough to get police involved, cancelled public appearances due to shooting threats and relentless spewing of vitriol. I wish they could all just laugh it off like John Scalzi but men don't seem to get the same level of abuse. Even though anyone accused of being SJW - social justice warrior - gets trashed no one is as hated as feminists (because women with opinions ruin everything and misandry). Even though these attacks also mean that the message of the subjects of these attacks gets to more people due to the extra publicity (which comes with the extra special dose of conspiracy theories about how the abuse is self made for publicity). Not that they wouldn't prefer to live their lives in peace. I don't know if I could withstand the level of abuse that Anita Sarkeesian has experienced. Maybe I should make this friends only...

Here Anita's XOXO talk about what she experienced
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There is little I find as abhorrent as anti-vaxxers. Vaccines are one of the more miraculous inventions we ever discovered. They protect you before you even get sick against think that often cannot be cured and often are deadly or can damage you health for life. Almost all reasons to not take them are bogus, made up non-sense. The few cases that are real - immune system deficiency, allergy to the ingredients - just make it more important for those few affected that everyone else is vaccinated.

Part of the effectiveness of vaccines is heard immunity. If almost everyone is immune then even if yours wasn't as effective or you (or your child) couldn't take it you still will never encounter the disease so you won't die either. But as less and less of the population has been vaccinated the diseases get the chance to spread again.

The most widespread vaccinations are against things that actually kill people. We have been protected so long from polio and whooping cough and smallpox that we forgot the dread they caused. The dead and the disfigured. Well, they are coming back coming back. The diseases get their chance again. There are outbreaks of half-forgotten in the developed world diseases like whooping cough. Polio starting to spread again just as it was almost eradicated. Smallpox - the one that we actually managed to eradicate - now is coming back in a new version that arises from the animal stock.

Just like stopping taking antibiotics too early can give the chance to surviving bacteria to attack you again (and also gain resistance) stopping vaccinations gives viruses chance to spread and mutate and escape the vaccine induced immunity.

The stupidity that endangers all our lives is unbelievably selfish and shortsighted. And funny how fast the outbreak changes people minds. This isn't just you personal decision because you are not the only one at risk. It wasn't worth even one life.
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There has been a lot of deaths on TV recently. It seems to be the latest fad among the shows - killing one of the main characters. There seems to be many reasons behind it - from actors wanting to leave the show to just going for pure shock value. Here are some recent ones that, for me, fell on the opposite spectrum in term of execution.

I think I was the most shocked by The Good Wife - I did not expect that at all although, in retrospect, it was foreshadowed (all those flashback scenes). It was also very well done. The whole thing is sudden and shocking and devastating but what really sells the impact it has on everyone. When Alison died on Teen Wolf I was annoyed because they didn't have to kill her to let her leave - see Rebecca's exit from The Originals or even Isaac's and lots of others form the Teen Wolf. But Wills death seemed organic and the impact on the other characters feels visceral and real. You feel the same disorientation, anger and sadness - the whole 'what? why? how could this happen?' set. The death feels like an integral part of the story. The shit that happens in life. The last time I felt like that about character death was when Derek died on T:TSCC. It makes you angry and sad but never takes you out of the story. Instead it pulls you even more in and makes it feel even more real. That's some good storytelling.

Once Upon a Time on the other hand was eyeroll worthy. The whole thing seemed rushed and pointless. Part of it comes from the fact that Neal never really became a character on the show. Balefire was a McGuffin on the show for so long that they never new what to do with him when he was there. He was an object that was the cause for all the main events in the show and a driving motive for other's behaviour but never really his own person. Even when he came back his only purpose was to be Emma's love interest - usually in some weird love triangle that felt forced and had no chemistry. And since writers seem convinced that Emma cannot be in relationship the moment she seems to have connection to anyone who seems even a little romantically inclined something horrible happens. Old sheriff died, Pinokio got turned into wood and then a kid, Neal died (twice - or at least that was everyone thought) and now Hook is cursed. But at least Hook has his own story. Neal was only ever prop for other people's stories. Even Hook's story was entwined with Neal's and he was changed by him (which kind of creeps me out of the whole Emma/Hook as Killian was sort of Neal's stepfather and bonds with Henry over that and it's weird). So this sudden death doesn't feel like a loss of a person but just a reason to give angst to Gold, Emma, Henry and Hook. Once again Neal is a plot device to further their stories. The easiest person to kill because he was barely one at all. Which is why I hated that they killed him off. The whole thing felt rushed and ridiculous. This was lazy writing and instead of being sad I feel cheated. It highlighted all the worst problems of the OUaT storytelling and I'm irrationally upset about it.I didn't even care about Neal this much but this was so awful that I just want to rewrite the history just to have something less awful.

Pet peeves

Dec. 14th, 2012 11:59 pm
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This is not geranium and acacia cannot grow in Poland but noone ever cares about accuracy except for botanists (and it's even worse in my field with added bonus of people not understanding what they are talking about).


Pelargonium by *elluranee on deviantART
ellestra: (winged)
Look, it's another attack of the Fake Geek Girls. All those too pretty young women who are not really pretty but just made pretty by the cosplay of characters they know nothing of but dress up as just so they can get admiration from boys they don't want to have anything to do with. They just came to steal the fandoms they know nothing about and destroy what guys enjoy by standing to close or maybe even having sex. They are that insidious. Or something. I'm not really sure. Better people then me wrote about the intense misogyny and mindboggling stupidity of all this. Sometimes multiple times. It still comes back. At least the guy who caused the last one is asking for differing opinions. So maybe not all is lost.

Or maybe I feel better because I just saw Nexus7 commercial and it had a girl dreaming to go to the Moon and dressing up as an astronaut it made me feel all fuzzy inside. Or is it sad that I look for comfort in ads?
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I was to post something fun today and then I saw this and I saw red. Someone asked [livejournal.com profile] seanan_mcguire when one of her female protagonists will get raped. WHEN! Not "if" (which also is really bad question) but "when". There was also "finally" in there. There is so many thing wrong with that question that I'm almost speechless. What kind of person thinks it's OK to ask for something like that?

When she answered "none" and "never" the response was "I thought you had respect for your work. That's just unrealistic." Seriously, how saying that women (even fictional ones) should get raped is something to say. And not getting raped makes them unrealistic? How does it makes them unrealistic? Because "unreaped" women don't exist in real life? Or are they just uninteresting?

This also validates all that was said about over-reliance on rape as a source of angst and "deepness" for female characters. This is what it leads to. All I'm left with is hope that it at least won't extend to all those unrealistic real women.

Whoever asked this I think I just lost respect in them as human beings.

And then there's this - Craigslist ad seeks topless Dungeons & Dragons dungeon master, “serious applicants” only - because such things always come in packs.
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Sometimes, in my little corner of the web, I tend to forget that fr many internet is a place to say all those things they are not allowed to talk in public. And not in that good, strike against censorship way. No, it's all hate and invectives and mob attacks. It's also a form of censorship because it is a way to intimidate, shame and scare that person and all the others from stating their point of view ever again.

Add to this all the woman hate that ever crossed their minds and can be sputtered out without consequence. The results can be seen at the hate camping against Anita Sarkeesian. She committed a horrible crime of creating Kickstarter project to fund Tropes vs Women in Video Games to share her thoughts on the subject. She wanted to talk about misogyny and sexism and internet delivered it to her in a full force. As The Mary Sue writer Becky Chambers put it:

Whether or not you like Sarkeesian’s work is utterly moot. You might disagree with some of her points. You might disagree with all of her points. You might even vehemently disagree. That’s not the issue here. The issue lies in this: A woman declared her intent to publicly voice her opinions about video games. For that, she was called a bitch, a whore, a slut, a cunt, a dyke, and a baffling assortment of racial slurs. She was threatened with violence, rape, and death. She was told to shut her mouth, get back in the kitchen, and die of cancer. Her video was repeatedly flagged for terrorism in an effort to get YouTube to pull it. Her Wikipedia page was defaced with pornography and profanity. All for the crime of being a woman talking about women in video games. No, not for being a woman talking about video games. For being a woman who had announced that she would, at some point in the future, be talking about video games.

She also posted a photo of herself on the internet. The insolence of that woman.

The one good thing is that she not only reached her funding goal - she exceeded it over 10x.
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Did you feel that TV is really bad at representation? Did you think that there isn't enough women/minorities in the cast? Did you complain that even the characters that are there are not equal? If you are on my friends list you most certainly did. And we all also heard the standard response that makes it all our fault. So are we just bitter and too demanding? Unable to have fun?

Turns out these are, unfortunately, all valid complains. Recent study showed that watching TV leads to decrease in self-esteem in both white and black girls and black boys. The only ones feeling better about themselves after watching TV - white boys. No wonder since they get to see the people like them being heroes and having all the power and fun.

Add to that women are main consumers of TV.

I wonder how many end up thinking like me that they've been cheated and how many think women are just to uninteresting. Judging by fandom the odds are bad.

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I promised you controversy in my first post so i need to apologise for stalling. It's probably because it played out while I was gone so there is no more urgency for me to add to the discussion. On the other hand there were some things there I really wanted to write my thoughts about so here it goes.

John Scalzi writes a posts about social issues sometimes setting internet on flame (wars). Two weeks ago he wrote Straight White Male: The Lowest Difficulty Setting There Is. A post explaining SWM privilege without using the world (as it usually causes people to discuss the word instead of the problem). Instead he used a game metaphor (it has it faults but it's a clever way of framing the problem). It caused many obvious responses (good and bad) so he had a really good post responding to the standard criticism. It is in a way a better post then the first one.

First one is something people have been saying for a long time in may different ways. The whole post was just written to say it in one more way hoping that maybe one more person gets it. The responses were predictable - from people agreeing to does foaming at the moth at the very thought that their life may suck less then someone else's. I certainly don't have much too add, especially after the post and discussion were picked by Kotaku and spread through the internets.

The comment on comments was were it got really interesting for me as Scalzi decided to discuss the most prevalent problem of all the internet discussion - derailment. The points between 3 and 7 could be easily part of almost every discussion on any social issue. There are always people who miss the point or feel personally offended/attacked by it. It's also nicely spelled out in Sheila Addison's post and I think like there should be a general disclaimer before every such discussion so we don't have to go through this again every single time. Whether it's this post and WSM defending their right to be unsatisfied with their life or Rebecca Watson earlier this year with men explaining why they are not rapist, it always ends with people proving why there is no problem with society by explaining why they are good people. So here it goes.

It's not about YOU. No one is calling you racist/sexist/evil (you might be but even so it's still not about you personally). You don't need to prove you are a good person. You don't need to prove your life sucks. It's a general observation in how society works. It tries to point out the things you may have not noticed because you never have to deal with them but it's not an assault. You don't need to defend yourself. You are not at fault for being privileged. You didn't have a choice to be born into it (just as others are not at fault for not having it). It's not even a call for you to fix it (if you can do something, and small things count too, then great but if not noone is going to stone you). It takes more then one person to change society. It's just something for you to think about. To look around and realise that things you take for granted might be something others have to work really hard for. To maybe just have a little more empathy and see how things can look from other people perspective. Sometimes even that can make a whole lot of difference.
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They killed Holly :(


The only good thing about it was a dragon ♥ and Holly saying it derrezed :)

The rest was just painful.

Senator Wen was obvious mole (I suspected her even last season although she was pretty convincing with political expediency and I believed her until the start of this episode). However making her eviler Beverly was too much. I can see them making Beverley switch sides or something like that coming in near future. And Wen implied they are all working for even bigger bad guy (I'm sure). Meh. I suppose I feel like that because this was the tip of a giant iceberg. Or maybe a refrigerator.

It was bad enough they kept teasing us with death of one of 3 main female characters the whole episode. It was Grace, Allison and Holly who were shown to be in danger of finding out. Not Fargo. Not Zane who was barely there.

But Holly's death was just annoying until I read how Holly's death was written so it can be something that can finish Fargo's character development and give him chance to grow as a person. Seriously.

How many times you need to write "I will not kill female character so the male character storyline can progress" before the Women in Refrigerator list stops growing?

This is not the only thing. There is that extra sting of generally female and male storylines are constructed. Nathan's death was not there for Allison's character development. It was to remove relationship obstacle so Jack could have his romance with Allison. It was for Jack storyline benefit not Allison's.

Of course Eureka is not the first show to do that - these kind of things are abundant and often much worse then here. However, I just wanted to enjoy the last few episodes and now I'm just pissed off.

Bad show.
ellestra: (winged)
Moraine Damodered did win the Suvudu Cage Match 2012. There have been almost 7000 votes cast in this final. It's kind of awesome. Even if some did take it seriously and the tempers flared most of people had great fun. The best things about internet is how we can enjoy such activities with other people having the same interests. There is something nice about feeling sense of community with other people.

On the other side Nick Mamatas ([livejournal.com profile] nihilistic_kid) is pointing out that all this is just a hobby we all obsess about. That (OMG!) it's nothing special or particularly important. It caused fandom to have a fit. Go watch while it's still funny.

Although being deemed as good as sports is a huge improvement. Part of that Geek Pride that I understand is enjoyment of the fact that, as the popularity and sales of stuff we like rise, our obsessions became recognized as legitimate ones. All I ever wanted was acknowledgment that my obsessions are as valid as anyone else's. It's still new enough to feel glee when PotUS shows recognition and people who made fun of it now want to play with us. As anyone who stuck to something despite being made fun of people tend to forget how irrelevant their hobby really is. The nice thing about living in advance civilization is all the free time you get to waste on completely irrelevant shit just because it's fun.
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I wrote a Fringe reaction post yesterday and then woke up to find an angry, ranting response. MY FIRST ONE :D

I feel I should have a different response to random attack blaming "people like me" for all that is wrong with the world (or at least Fringe fandom) but I could do was LOL and YAY and generally get excited.

Someone took time to post it on my out-of-fandom, little read blog. Created a brand new account just to do that. I never even write fanfiction. It almost makes me feel popular or famous. Glee :)

I'm not sure if it's a troll or someone really upset with the fandom as I don't know who fandom likes and doesn't like. I avoid most of the fandoms of shows I like as nothing harshens your squee and excitement as other people. I got only handful of friends and barely anyone responds to my post. This is partially intentional as I just want to write down my thoughts for future reference and vent to clear my head and partially comes out of me being to lazy to advertise and be part of the fandom full time. It also makes me feel this rant is a little wasted on me as there's just not enough audience and I feel excited instead of upset. But it made my day so thank you anonymous, true Fringe fan. You made me feel like a part of internet fandom phenomenon.
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The rain stopped and it got colder and not only my symptoms made a comeback but I also got a horrible sinus pain around my right eye. It felt like being stabbed through the skull with icepick (paracetamol/acetaminophen and few hours of sleep helped). However I'm aware that some of you might've a pretty nice day today and enjoyed the weather. So here's something that stabs you in the brain in a way only other humans can.

The Hunger Games had an incredible opening weekend. Based on a book written by a woman and with female lead character I was hoping to celebrate the prospect of having a proof that girls can be main characters (in action sf dystopias even) and not scare boys away (like by being mentioned in the title). However, some decided to share their thoughts about the movie and made me just want to hit my head repeatedly (or maybe their head). There is nothing like calling a little girl "black bitch" and saying you only cared when you thought she was white. The public response forced these posters to delete or hide these but there are also plenty of people who defend the posters assumptions about character races completely ignoring what is wrong with them. It's not assumption that they were all white that's a problem. It's making these characters less worthy of love, attention and empathy when you learn they aren't. We see consequences of thinking like that playing out in RLTM right now.

Rant )
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Once again people are writin about how hard it is to be atheist in US. As I mentioned before I never had much problem with being one in Poland. Despite being a very religious country (at least on paper) we had both atheist president and prime ministers and I think there is even more atheists in the Parliament then the last time. I suppose you can get in trouble with the Rydzyk people (affiliated with ultra-Catholic, ultra-Nationalist radio) but it's mostly old people. Younger people are closer to European average - religious indifference.

I've been in US for two years now and I live in the South but I also live in the liberal enclave centred around big universities. I work in biology which is a field which has least religiously inclined people in all of the sciences. Most people I know are either scientist or foreign (usually different attitudes towards religion) or both. My proclamations of atheism got only lack of the lack of interest which is a proper reaction from my point of view (not unique, I know). I only glimpse the religious side of America sometimes in places hospital cafeteria. However, even this brief moments showed me that there's a difference of attitude towards religion here. It's much more flexible (my friends grandmother tried few different churches - including one she picked because of diet and left because of make-up ban) and much more in your face. The religious people like to show their faith. In most part what I see can be part of the general nosiness (or showing interest in you) but I can see how it could turn nasty. And holding public office is apparently out of question.

Of course the fact that in Poland it's much worse being homosexual then atheist so there's nothing to feel superior about.

I was linked to the Apex Magazine twice today. One was a story the other advice for writers. This is about the second because it made me think about the feeling I have when I see this in fiction. Jim Hines ([livejournal.com profile] jimhines) blogs about writing about rape. Or more precisely about what most of the writers use rape for in their fiction and how awfully clichéd and horribly written it is. He points out the three main versions - showing how horribly evil evil guy is, used as motivation for heroine's revenge or a rape-fantasy of the author - sometimes all of them at the same time. Or, what's even worse, the victim is fridged and it's all an excuse for a guy to go on a vengeance spree without feeling guilty about harming the perpetrator because rape is such an evil act that it justifies anything in return. I found myself nodding through most of that post. I'm not en editor but all he describes is almost the totality of  TV and fanfiction portrayal of rape. I know that feeling of cringing when you see where it will lead to not because of the act itself but because of knowing how the plot will progress. The sad part is that it has been criticised and laughed at again and again and it's never enough. So here it is again. Rape is not edgy and it's not fun. It doesn't make up for the whole personalities and motivations of your heroes and villains.

But who'll listen to me? It only counts if you hear it from a white guy, right? Middle-aged and dressed properly, of course. They can speak for everyone. Everyone else can only speak for themselves and still is lucky when not branded as overreacting or nagging. Don't misunderstand - I don't criticise the speaker or his message - I'm just lamenting over how right he is. Especially, since I've been observing the elevatorgate" and couldn't believe (or I wish I couldn't) how deaf people could be. Same as with any racewank that comes regularly like tides and it's always the same things said over and over again and dissolving into the same arguments. Well, they say repeating is the best way to learn.
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Everyone is doing the end of year sum ups but I have some strange sickness that causes dizziness and one more day left so I'm going to rant now. Just to leave it behind me in the 2011.

I wanted to like Terra Nova so much I watched all the episodes. It worked for Falling Skies as that got better in the second part of the season and left me wanting for more. Unfortunately, the last to episodes of Terra Nova just left me facepalming. I actually asked my self out loud "Why am I watching this?" during the Tylor/Lucas fight. The whole thing was so full of stupid. All the comparisons to the Avatar that came with Stephen Lang were getting worse as the season progressed culminating in the "Do you know how much it's worth?" question. You could forgive that in few hours of movie when it's hidden behind pretty visuals but Australia, though pretty, is not Pandora and more importantly you have more time to think with TV series.

Spoilers for Terra Nova )

I was trying to like New Girl but first it felt like badly connected series of skits and then the best part was a story about how Latvia is so cut off the rest of the world that the person living there had no way to learn about anything that happened in the world in the meantime from financial crisis to Double Rainbow. Because internet apparently doesn't exist there and there is no contact with outside. Knowing how it works he would probably even be caught up on all the TV series. But of course moving out of US into there will be dragons land cuts you off the civilization even if it's nice, boring EU state with all the modern civilization conveniences. Why do you always do this American TV?

Yesterday, the leaked pilot of 17th Precinct on vimeo was linked everywhere and I managed to see it before it was removed. I liked it. I'm sure I would made fun of the evil science and terrorist science (O, RDM your obsessions are so transparent) but I would watch it. In a year full of genre shows that either failed to be interesting or are ending it could've been so much fun. It had the cool ideas, nice special effects and fun characters. On the other hand I'm sure RDM would find a way to make it go off rails somehow so maybe it's better as a concept then a show.

In the film department I've been disappointed by the inability of the filmakers to make any sensible alien invasion movie. Oh, I liked them in a fluff kind of way but they all had the same stupid idea of "they came for our [insert something here]". It made me wish they wanted to built an intergalactic highway. There is many reasons why they wouldn't invade us that I wish they wouldn't give reasons in movies for why they did. Just don't explain it. Makes it feel scarier anyway.

OK, that's enough and I, although I'm sure there was more, don't remember anything else at the moment. Instead the last thing on this post is something awesome:
ellestra: (big gun)
[livejournal.com profile] seanan_mcguire (who is an urban fantasy writer but is also known as Mira Grant and I need to write about her zombie books when my cold abates and I can be more coherent) posted about Mary Sues and how the term is being misused. I think that I like her definition of the term and the truth is that it has a pretty narrow use but has been expanded in the fandom to the point of loosing all meaning. Mary Sue is any character you don't like but mostly it is any female character (find me one the term wasn't used for). It is also used now for canon characters more often then fan fiction. If this trend preserve soon Maria Skłodowska-Curie and Ada Lovalce will be called Mary Sues too.

It doesn't just mean an author self-insert. This can be bad, really bad as Anita Blake and Richard Rahl prove but it can be fun - there is a Polish writer who uses her own name for the main protagonist of her detective stories and they are pretty good. It also desn't mean that a character has special powers as most of the main characters of any stories (especially genre ones) are special in some ways (or many ways)  and that is a plot point not an inherent fault. It can be over done to the point you can start to dislike the character but it has more to do with the bad writing then anything else in a sense that if that happens all the other characters and the plot are bad too. Nothing is more suspicious too me then someone saying this is a great story by a great writer but that Mary Sue ruins everything so make her die.

As I understand Mary Sue is something that stands out form the rest of rest of the story and takes it away from all the other characters when she wasn't suppose to. A character who becomes the story, deux ex machina and centre of the fictional universe. It's funny how rarely this is what get called that name. And as Seanan also notes it is mostly used for female characters that are no more special then male ones but still get accused of being this.

If you have problems with story and characters explain them, give reasons. I may not agree with them but at least I will treat them seriously. Like I feel about, Anita Blake and Sword of Truth books. I think that they are full of badly written characters and poor plots. One devolved into porn the other into preaching with all the characters used as a figureheads existing just for that one goal, especially the main ones. The fact that the main characters are almost invincible and always right is just a small symptom of what is wrong with the books. If you are just using blanket terms such as Mary Sue I will just ignore your opinion as invalid.

What makes it all worse is that not only characters like Starbuck and Daenerys Targaryen get called Mary Sues but also the ones like Cally or Sansa get called boring and useless. Nothing is ever satisfying or good enough or realistic enough. Of course there is plenty of women characters who are just McGuffins or Love Interests or Damsels in Distress (or any combination of the three) that just lack any personality or agency but this is usually bad writing again and tell-sign of a bad book. If you love everything except a female character maybe you should think why before resorting to name calling. Paper cut-out female character is like a number 15 on my list of why Battlefield Earth is a bad book and I usually don't get that far in criticising it.

If you think that author can make all male characters realistic but not female ones so they should be written out do you really think it can still be a good book? Are male ones really that much better? I never though so about the Wheel of Time ones despite fandom insisting on it. I think the main question before calling a female characters any of these names is asking oneself would you do it if the character was male? It surprising how the name calling decreases with gender swap. Unless, of course, he would still interfere with the OTP. I'm always bothered by that kind of misogyny but it's so much worse that it is so strong among female fans. This is why [info]womenlovefest was such a great idea. And Seanan linked to a post by Zoe Marriott that really sums it up nicely. I especially love this comment:
Writing really strong, flawed, REAL female characters is tricky not because real women aren't strong and flawed, but because (it seems to me) female MCs just can't *win*. If they're messed up and twisted then they're 'unlikeable'. If they're smart, confident and together then they're dubbed bossy and too perfect or Mary-Sue. If they're gentle and sweet they're called useless and passive. If they're ambitious or into boys they're called bitchy and slutty. You hardly ever see this kind of detailed scrutiny applied to male MCs.

I consider the Mary Sue term so misused and overused that it almost started to reverse itself. I noticed lately that if fandom is foaming about a female character being a total Mary Sue I'm bound to love her, think she is awesome and want her to be even more prominent character. Like an arrow pointing me to what I like.
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I didn’t intend to say anything about George R.R. Martin’s writing speed (or Patrick Rothfuss’ or whoever).

First because I’m not a fan invested in their work – I don’t really care about A Song of Ice and Fire and I haven’t even tried Rothfuss. And my favourite author gives me a book every year which sometimes scares me because it’s almost too good to be true. And he has back up – another one knows the whole story so even if he dies... I’m secured on all fronts :P It’s unfair to judge people when one is so much luckier.

Second – there’s already plenty of people who wrote about it and plenty of discussions on forums. Discussed to death.

Of all presented I think that Guy Guvriel Kay’s thoughts are actually closest to my own. And it got me thinking about relationship between creators and their fanbase and how internet creates false feeling of closeness and familiarity. So here are some thoughts.

On one hand it’s nice to be able to glimpse author’s life, thoughts and creation process because it means that you can see authors as people who you can like and identify with and to be more involved, closer to the things you like. On the other you forget it’s not like they know you and doesn’t give you the right to dictate how they ought to live their lives. Yes, they made an obligation to tell us a story but it’s not set in stone. It is not a slave contract. If they decide to quit writing tomorrow and become Buddhist monks there’s nothing you can do to make them finish the work. It’s sad when the story is left unfinished but it’s not the end of the world. And, really, did the follow up to the Dune made you feel any better?

I think the problem is that, unfortunately, internet gets people used to instant gratification. On the web everything is now. People used to wait as long or even longer for books but they mostly didn’t have the way to know at what stage the works are on. One day the book was on the bookshelves. Meanwhile you had to pass the time somehow.

Nowadays everything needs to be instant. You have to know first. Get the book, see the movie, so you wouldn’t feel left out on the message board because you don’t know what they are talking about. All the business of opening weekends and releasing awaited books on the same date everywhere. Because then people go on the web to share. And spoil. So you need to be on the know. First to know. So you keep checking.

No need to wait to learn what people do. The only problem why aren’t they doing what you want them to? The blog posts are updated often, in some cases even daily. The progress reports, discussions with other fans, spinning theories, that only next installment can make valid (or not). All this creates the need to get the next part. You check the blog every day and it’s still not done. And not done. And not done. And you get frustrated because you are waiting here. You are winding yourself up. So maybe you should stop checking. Time moves much faster then.

I understand those fans. I too often feel I want to know what happens next. NOW. That’s why I’m not very active on malazanempire. Even though Erikson is a writing machine I still have to wait for the next part and it is easier when I’m not constantly thinking about it. When I’m not reminded all the time how much I want it. The instant, live updates only exist for stories you make in your head. For all the others you have to wait. For the next episode. Next movie. Next book. Sometimes the wait is short. Sometimes it takes many years. This is part of the whole ‘let other people tell me stories’ business. You are on their schedule.

For all that the internet did to make the exchange between creators and fans more bidirectional it’s still isn’t a relationship of equal partners. You can make a contribution by catching errors and helping with research but you’re not the one telling the story. The author is not your slave, giving voice to your ideas on your schedule. They have lives besides telling stories; just like you have life beside your work (if you don’t please seek medical attention but then you probably wouldn’t be reading this). It’s their story they are telling you. If it’s not to your liking you can stop reading/ watching but that is the extent of your influence (or it should be).

Internet gives people the feeling they know those authors, take part in their lives and therefore can tell them what to do. And I don’t mean just ‘write faster’ screams of GRRM fans. I mean also people who want to dictate how to tell a story. What heroes should and shouldn’t do. What the story should be all about. This is particularly strong among the fans of TV shows. Especially the character hate and ‘shipping wars. The constant screams of fans that want a character to die (or not). To have it their way. To see their vision of how things should be become reality. Observing such things made me understand I don’t respect those creators who cave in and follow the wishes of the crowd. I hate reality shows; I see no need for the scripted ones to be based on voting people of the island based on what fans want. To me killing a character because fans dislike them or worse keeping one because they love them and not because that what story dictates means you lack a clear vision of what you create. If you don’t know the story and where it goes how can it make sense? Of course sometimes character doesn’t fit what it was intended to be and you have to make changes but if you keep going that way it will all fall apart. There can’t be hundreds of authors. It will end in a mess – just look at Heroes. Just because fangirls think Zachary Quinto is cute (and I think so too) doesn’t mean you have to keep Sylar forever. That mess that his story become usually takes decades in comics – they did it in just 3 years (and made me stop watching). If you have a story to tell, tell it. Changing it to please the crowd just makes it worse. It just shows how too much feedback can be deadly. I actually respect BSG creators more for sticking with Anders despite the Apollo/Starbuck shippers and T:tSCC for telling Riley and Jess story in their own pace. I found both storylines made these shows better, richer universes.

Going back to the books – it’s the same thing. I understand the need to complain it’s everyone’s right. And internet is a perfect place to do it – mostly anonymous and there’s always someone thinking like you. But I don’t think that creators should heed fans (except maybe small, unimportant things – like names). GRMM should finish the book when he feels it is what he wants the story to be, when it tells the story he wants to tell. If it needs another rewrite – tough. But maybe you won’t complain it’s weak then. Authors know you expect much (too much maybe). They don’t want to disappoint. They want you to enjoy it. Let them enjoy writing for you instead of constantly asking “Is it done already?”

And if you relax you may find the book will be in you hands soon enough. I just learned Patrick Rothfuss finished first draft of his book.

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